This one just about did me in.
My Dad died when I was 4 1/2. I have no memories of him. I can remember where we lived and a few other insignificant things. When this precious little girl says "I missed you" with that look on her face, my stomach just goes into knots. I usually have nothing and this is a first.
I know as a young girl, my little heart just couldn't handle the trauma and I blocked it out completely.
God, I wish I could remember him, because I know somewhere in my head, I miss him terribly.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Just One Wish, Santa
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This did me in for sure! What a wonderful Christmas story!I am so sorry that you missed out on having your dad around. I can't imagine what that would feel like, I do know it had to be hard on you.And yes, my little family is a lot happier than we were when you and I first "met". Everyone is working and that helps a lot. (Now if I could just get them all to pitch in and help me with the bills and groceries...it's gonna happen, believe me!)
Oh Debbie. My heart is heavy for you. But I have hope that out there somewhere, he knows this and he is watching over you. I say that because I am in the same boat.
my heart goes out to you Debbie, no one knows how you feel unless they are missing a parent too. I hope, for you, that you can learn more about him and that you can find the parts of him that are still alive in you...
God Bless sweet lady.
Ok, I can't watch this right now. I am in really good spirits, and I fear this is going to be a sad video. I just can't handle that right now. So I will say, that whatever is heavy on your heart, I am truly so sorry. My step-daughters' mother died when she was 13 and I know that the holidays are still hard for her. I just try to be good to and for her. Finally she has come around to liking me and we are building from that. I am truly so sorry that you are heavy hearted, and I will come back and watch this when I have the house to myself! Hugs my friend. Hugs hugs and more hugs.
I can't watch, Debbie, because I'm on dial-up, but my heart aches about your dad. That is so very sad.Thank you for stopping in tonight; I thought I had lost you because when I changed the template I lost "everyone" and have been trying to update for days now.Take care of yourself, and try to find some peace. ((HUGS))
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